So yesterday I was supposed to be in the Concord Classic 5k. I'm really disappointed that I didn't go. When I woke up I had such stomach cramps that I thought I was sick again like I was two weeks ago. (The doctor took blood tests and didn't find anything)

I was more than a little afraid that I would get sick out on the course. This race doesn't have bicyclists following the racers and no one out on the course that could get me help if I needed it.

I've decided that for the most part, my health problems are work related. I had a bad time on Friday with the bitches. I decided yesterday while golfing and talking with Jodie and Cheri that I have to do something about the problems because they are obviously escalating. One thing I need to do is: Plan for the worst and know what I'm going to do as a response.

I guess I really didn't expect any of them to ever talk to me again, let alone stand at my desk while I was on a call and scream at me. I underestimated what ever is going on. I'd planned out (to a T) what I will do the next time Bitchup pulls me in the office and asks if I'm going to commit suicide but this I never expected. Plus it was just so stupid that (once again) I was flabbergasted.

No more. I called the hotline today and made a complaint. (they asked what I wanted the company to do, I said move them or me and since Bitchup would refuse to do that at a minimum I wanted her drug/alcohol tested because I think she's on something)

Then I left a message for Lisa who ended up coming in to talk to me. (that ended up as an incident) She said to hold off on my email to the new CEO, I told her I would, for now. At that point I decided to wait a few days to see the fall out from the report I made before I took it up the food chain.

Before he left though Ron asked me how things were going. Well they had all acted out after Lisa left so I was feeling crappy and went to talk to him. Evidently, Bitchup had left him out of the loop. Surprise!

I told him about bitch screaming at me on Friday. I also told him that the next time (there had better not be) it happened or that I felt threatened that I would: end my call, go to my car, call the police and press charges. After the police and union President secured the premises I would return in order to send an email to the CEO and then I would leave and not return until the situation was permantatly fixed.

He's very sympathetic and I think he actually thinks he can help. I tried to tell him he can't but he's confident. I'm not sure how long he's been with the company so maybe he knows something I don't.

I called the union VP from the car on my way home and asked her to come in on Tuesday to talk to me in person. She might want to include the new chief steward but I'm going to have Lisa instead. I'd rather have someone I trust and who knows the whole story than a hater who doesn't know me but knows the others. In the message I left, I said that she would probably find out on Monday what was going on but that it was my off day. I wonder if she'll call or email me tomorrow? I doubt it.

I drove about 5 more miles after that call and had to pull over to the side of the highway and throw up. I was gagging the rest of the 70 miles home and once here I've been throwing up all evening. I took my medicine but even that didn't help.

I had planned on going to Menard's and getting the paint because it looks like Joe is done priming but I was too sick. I probably should have called him to see what time he's coming over tomorrow. I had also wanted to mow the lawn today so that tomorrow I could work on the strip by the road and plant petunias there. I'm hoping to feel better in the morning and doing everything after Jade gets here.

I still feel queasy but I'm going to try to get some sleep and feel better tomorrow.

I'm also going to run. I need some stress relief. I want to go to the pool too. Hmmm. Probably won't have time for everything. Oh well we'll see.

Waiting on Karma to kick some ass.

Next Food Network Star Sunday

Jag & Adrien didn't do well in the first challenge.

For the second challenge since Paul (yuck) won he was able to pick a partner (Jag), partner up the others (men vs. women) and pick a dish (meatloaf) and pick the other teams meal (men=pot pie, women=lasanga).

Then they had to serve it to 75 army men & women. Paula Deen & Guidia were judges.

They served the meal on cafeteria trays that had sections. The women had salad, dessert, bread and lasanga. They had one section empty which I thought was cheesy. Until the pot pie had two empty spaces. Jag was pissed because the oven didn't work so they had to deep fry it.

Time for elimination: only one today.

Jag & Paul did well. Amy & Rory can't stand them. Michael & Adrien still like them.

I have no idea who is getting the ax. Maybe Michael or Adrien.

Back from commercial: (by the way I hate the judge that is VP of marketing)
Meatloaf won! So Jag & Paul stay. Troops didn't like the nasty lasagna. But presentation won. So I'm right, Michael or Adrien. I'm saying Adrien is going.

I was wrong it's Michael going. Adrien was close. He had better step it up.

I hate Paul, but I have to give him credit, he picked a winner as a team mate and teamed up the others to his advantage. He wanted to weed out a dude and he did. I still hate him.

I got my new driver last Thursday and the hybrid on Monday. I saved about 8 strokes on Wednesday league. With the driver I'm getting about 20 more yards but instead of going straight I now have a fade. On the first hole my ball took off then faded near the end of the row of trees. Where it ended up I don't know. We never did find it.

The hybrid is better. The balls still go straight and about 15 yards or so farther than with my 3 wood.

Jodie and I went to Hankerd Hills today with Cheri and Travis. Little kids are so funny. Cheri had to keep telling Travis not to kill the ball. He hits it like he's playing softball. Jodie and I were calling him Earl Jr. after his dad.

Cheri can really smack the ball. I think girls that have a softball background do better. At least that's my excuse. I hit a good ball but I just don't get the distance everyone else does. My mom even outdrives me.

I need a little more practice lining myself up to play against my new fade but I really like this club. The ball sounds different and really takes off. The hybrid is a cool club too. I miss hit a few balls but not as many as I usually do.

The greens were superfast (we haven't had rain in a few weeks) and I ended up with some penalty strokes but I'm happy with my final score, and my new clubs.

Today was the Concord Classic. I was entered and really looking forward to being in it. I asked for the day off weeks ago. Then when it came time to wake up, my stomach and head hurt and I thought I was going to get sick again. I ended up not going and sleeping until after 1pm, even after going to bed early.

I hate feeling like I wasted a vacation day, but I'd feel worse going then getting sick out on the course. I'll probably feel worse tomorrow when I see the results and find out that I might have done well.

I swear it's work that is making me sick.

I've decided that I'm going to call the ethics line tomorrow and put in a report about the harassment and that Bitchup has had since May 4 (when she was told) and hasn't taken care of it and that it's escalating. I think I'll send another letter to EEOC and also mention that I suspect drug/alcohol abuse to be a factor. After Friday I dread going to work tomorrow since I know there will be fall out. I need to take my digital camera to work to document anything.

I've been following the disappearance of Jessie Davis in Canton Ohio. I can't remember now when I first read about it but since it's sorta nearby and CNN has been covering it, I've kept up.

I just have to say WTF was the bitch thinking?? The guy might be handsome, charming, whatever BUT he's married!! That trumps anything else. ALWAYS.

Her mom was on Nancy Grace (which I no longer watch but I knew she would be covering this) or Larry King and she said they have been on and off for 4 years. The wife knew about the 2 year old son but had only recently found out about the daughter that was to be born.

He had one or two kids with his wife (reports vary), a 10 year old with a model, the 2 year old and one on the way. Who decides that it's a good idea to have their married baby's daddy's 5th child??

Well she's been found--dead of course.

And it could have been avoided. Parents need to start teaching their children right from wrong and morals.

Karma. That's what this is.

I love reality shows. Especially the voting off part. Now that Dancing with the Stars is over, I'm watching The Next Food Network Star. ONLY because a Jacksonian is on it!! Yippee, I kinda know someone on TV.

Before I switched over to DirectTV, my favorite channel was the local cable access JTV channel 17. It is so cheesy you can't help but like it. Reminded me of Wayne's World only not in a basement. They actually have a studio and sets and cool stuff.

So Adrien Sharp is the host on "Home for Dinner". He's good looking, pretty well spoken and pleasant host. I'm not surprised he won a spot.

I guess as part of the competition the contestants need friends on MySpace. Here's Adrien's if you want to help him out.

As of the start of tonight's show, I like Tommy, Michael, Adrien & Jag. Amy's ok. I don't like Colombe or Rory. I HATE Paul.

As I write this they are getting ready to kick off 2 people. Adrien and Jag are safe. (pause) Michael is safe, Rory is safe. (this is live blogging) Amy is safe.

Down to Tommy, Paul and Columbe. Bye Columbe. Please let it be Paul but I'm thinking Tommy. I was right!! Bye Tommy. He was acting like a big weepy baby missing his family. Of course he's leaving.

Damn! I HATE Paul. He's annoying but the main reason I detest him is because during the vegetarian wedding he noticed that the other team had chicken stock out that they were going to use and didn't say anything. Later claims "it's competition". Bullshit this is not only a couple's wedding but they are vegetarians. What if Tommy later didn't realize he used chicken stock? Would he have let that team serve it? Unethical. As a vegetarian I'm pissed when I ask if there is meat in something and they say no and later I find either chicken, pig or cow in it or it has cow or chicken stock. I'm very careful to ask but sometimes the answer is wrong.

Even though he's still on, Paul got bitch slapped by Karma. Praise Goddess. They all had to go shopping and stupid Colombe had a bag that wasn't hers. Instead of either taking it back to the studio or asking at the store who's it was, she gave it to the bagger and it got left behind. It was Paul's. Hee. It had stuff in it he needed. Tee Hee.

Then later his hamburgers weren't the right temp so he had to recook them. Hee hee.

LOVE Karma!!! Everything you put out comes back twice as hard.

Yesterday was my blog's 1st birthday!!!

Happy belated birthday!!

It was also the Rose Run which even though I haven't been running, I was planning on being in. It looks like I would have done pretty well too.

But...We went to Woody's after golf on Wednesday and I got food poisoning or something. I was so sick Wednesday night. I stayed home from work on Thursday and didn't feel good the whole day. I called in on Friday then my mom called and she called the doctor for me. Realy all he did was tell me to drink Gatorade and gave me antiboitics. (my body HAS to be immune to them by now)

I had taken yesterday off for the race and felt a bit better when I woke up so I went to the pool but didn't use any sunscreen so I was hot with chills and my right thigh was on FIRE. I didn't sleep at all so I'm home to day too. Now I'm totally out of FMLA and there is still 6 months to go. I've had nurovirous 3 times in 8 months. I'm on discipline so I can't be tardy and my script scores are low so I can't get any a-time. Good god.

Mom, Jodie and I went golfing to Pine Hollow and I played sooo well. Starting this Wednesday I'm slowing WAY done. Going to take at least one practice swing for every shot and put the club away after each shot. I'm also going to get a new driver and get a new 3 wood. I'm going to keep the 7,9, 11 etc woods and probably the irons since I hardly use them. I'm putting left hand low and that is helping. I need to work on my aim too. It is getting a bit better. I'm going to try to go to the range at least once a week.

But I need to run too. Ugg.

Paris a year ago was my favorite socialite. Still is really only a socialite (seriously what is she good for) but no longer my favorite.

So it is with great glee that I read this:

Screaming Paris Hilton sent back to jail

"The defendant is remanded to county jail to serve the remainder of her 45-day sentence. This order is forthwith."

Hilton screamed.

Hee.

Good now we need Shitney and Hohan locked up or dead and the world will be a better place.

Happy Birthday Angie !!!!!

I thought she went back to UK to spend some time with that hot piece of man of hers?? What the hell she's everywhere. Bitch has got a KILLER body.

Hate, hate, hate Cameron but the bitch brought her A++ game tonight. Rumor has it because Justin was coming with Beil. From the look of her below Beil gave up she looks like hell. Cammie wins.

Damn she could have at least TRIED. Fug dress, clunky shoes, should have called Cameron for help. She looks like she ate too much and is trying to hide it.

FINALLY!!!!!!
FREE AT LAST